Fear and anxiety

Maybe I’ve discovered the concept of spirituality finally, un-tainted by the borderline schizo unreality I was provided by Linda, a person who was supposed to be a mother to me but taught me nothing more than the visceral concept of fear.

But that fear and anxiety formed a foundation that may have saved my life many times on the streets.

A bedrock of constant weight from the responsibility of people’s actions. I carried the weight. My core muscles must look phenomenal by now.